anybody got a miracle cure
don't even know why i was in a shitty mood this morning.
know that i took it out on s.
wish i hadn't.
she was feeling all soft and vulnerable just as I started feeling low.
I leaned on her and she wasn't ready
ergo, my fault but also my emotional needs.
bit of a catch 22, damned if i do damned if i don't
s said that she thinks i find it hard to recognise my own emotions and talk about them before they become a crisis.
she may be right
but i find it difficult to recognise my own emotions and talk about them
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